Greetings from Mexico

Hello All!
I guess I'm back! It's so good to hear from you all. I almost sound Texan there. I do live in the amazing border of Mexico and Texas. That just makes for a interesting mix. I actually love it. So, I work in Mexico. I'm a missionary for better or for worse. Right now I feel like if I quit I would be in direct disobedience to God. Sometimes when I'm stress I really just want to leave and go do something normal (I know that doesn't exist, but I live in some kind of realm of extreme abnormality) and God always tells me that would be in disobeying. And I although I often disrespect God and do not treat his as I should I just cant stand the thought of really disobeying him. I also know that when I try to pull away from God, he always pulls me back because I screw up. So, this is partly why I'm here. Anyway, one day I will tell you all about my life here. I don't have the energy to go into it tonight. So for now, I only wanted to say hello.